PhoenicianDream's Journal
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hmm20:27 Feb 27 2010
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I must be hard up for cash. I agreed to work on my day off.
Resurrection is fun..
19:07 Feb 25 2010
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.. but it makes me sleepy.
Time for a katnap.
hmmm03:49 Feb 25 2010
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Still having weird dreams. Todays makes me worried about my best friend.
I'm having a bit of interference by changes in my diet though.
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03:46 Feb 25 2010
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I think I've crossed over into crazy.16:07 Feb 23 2010
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I stopped taking my pain meds and my muscle relaxers for my back pain. I basically told physical therapy to go fuck themselves because I don't have the money to spend on copays. I figure I stop taking the meds and get used to the pain, or I just will it away. Hahahaha
time00:16 Feb 21 2010
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Limited
Running out
Speeding by
Yet nothing changes
Is this hell
Tortured
Broken
Tormented
Denial all in vain
Wanting
Needing
Bleeding
Where is the promise
Broken
Forgotten
Destroyed
Where is the voice
Absent
Gagged
Screaming
♥19:35 Feb 14 2010
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I absolutely adore my baby thundercat! He sounds like a little horse when he runs around the house. =)
Ok, now the little fart is trying to eat my xrays. Time to get his fuzzy butt under control. Hahaha
bleh..17:26 Feb 12 2010
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Back spasms are increasing, and actually getting more painful. I didn't expect that. I know have a lovely head cold to go with it. Time for a muscle relaxer and bed for me.
wow...
20:29 Feb 08 2010
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=/ It really amazes me how some people have the balls to be publically disrespectful to someone they care enough about to be in a relationship with. Why are you with someone if you're going to talk shit about them?
Yeah we all get annoyed, frustrated, pissed off, whatever.. but seriously talking shit about them right in the open? Serious disrespect people. If you need to share your feelings, vent, or get someone elses opinion isn't that what private conversations are for?
When you publically display how stupid you think your significant other is, or how dumb you believe their actions are.. you're the one who looks like a stupid tool. Because your either talking shit about someone you care about, or you're in a relationship that you have no respect for. Who's the stupid one now?
The same can be said for when you allow your so called 'friends' to put down the person you love without coming to their defense.
Sad people... just sad.
11:25 Feb 08 2010
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Wide awake! My dream sucked so much that I woke up wanting no part of that craziness. Wtf.
Do over?
>:/
23:50 Feb 06 2010
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I'm getting irritated.
I'm taking 100mg of tramadol every 6 freaking hours and it's doing NOTHING for the pain. I feel like someone pulled the nerves in my lower back taut and strummed them like a guitar.
I really enjoyed our trip to the art museum today. I was looking forward to the zoo tomorrow. I just don't think after how I feel at the end of today I'm up for it tomorrow. Maybe I'll wake up and feel differently. One can hope anyway. Maybe I'll pop a cyclobenzepine before bed in hopes that I can brave an outing tomorrow.
I'd really like to know what is wrong with me, and I'd love for it to just go the hell away instead of getting progressively worse.
I'm going to gimp my way back upstairs now, and curl up with a book and a warm blanket.
:o19:47 Feb 05 2010
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Sometimes I think WC really enjoys torturing my pussy.
ugh my back21:30 Feb 02 2010
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Sitting, standing, walking, laying. I'm in so much friggin pain. Guess I should find out who packed that xray order and where it went. It's only getting worse rather than better. :/
Fuck me we're moved...
19:38 Feb 01 2010
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THANK YOU GD & SA. I'd be in a padded room without your help!!!!
I'm going to go pass the hell out for a few days now.
Later peeps.
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ElizabethRose
20:33 Feb 27 2010
Girl I cant begin to tell you how much I know what you mean. Effin sucks!